Thoughts and Ramblings

It's been a roller coaster ride. Trusting God is really a matter of commitment beyond feelings. It's hard to explain what I am going through right now. Partly victorious, partly anxious, somewhat confident, somewhat in doubt, a little bit lonely, a little bit joyful... I know that tomorrow I would be more positive and upbeat. But tonight I am more sober and melancholic. I think I better end this post.